It still doesn't feel the same

Guess what I'm doing today? No, that's not it. I'm wearing PRE-PREGNANCY jeans! Tight as shit but hey they close. Bryan says I wore them this tight before anyway but I guess then I felt like I had something better to show off. Probably not. I still have the 11 pounds to lose but this is what I'm thinking...I have a weight in mind that I was pre-J but I think that weight is less than what the OB has on the books for me. BUT shortly before I got pregnant, I was packing on pounds which I couldn't explain since I was eating the same and probably working out more than ever. But recently a friend was saying how Seasonale birth control made her put on weight. And a light bulb went off in my head. That HAS to be why I was gaining weight because I started Seasonale a few months before we decided it was time to ditch the BC and get knocked up. So when tracking my weight loss, I'm using the weight I want/should be hence fitting in pre-pregnancy clothes but still having 11 pounds to lose.

Guess what J did the other day? Nope, not it either, you suck at this game. J damn near sliced off his nose all because I never cut the nails on his left hand because I was too scared after the right hand massacre. Poor guy, he made himself cry. It went up into his nostril and down under his nose, broke my heart and looked really painful. He's healing nicely though. He started this fake cough/laugh type thing that sounds totally stoner-ish. Maybe that's my fault I either talk like a valley girl or stoner. Neither of which I am. But he recently started coughing frequently but you could tell it wasn't a real cough. But it has now manifested into this really odd, unexplainable sound. And he loves it. And I can't help but love it too.

We saw the GI Friday and I'm going to post about it but I need to wrap my head around a few things first. Don't worry, didn't really learn anything new but as always I have a shitload of after thoughts.